Sunday 27 March 2011

I miss all the time we spent together. I miss how we used to talk, night and day, everyday. I miss sneaking out of the house at ungodly hours just to see you. I miss all the joking around we used to do. We used to joke around about everything. I miss the way I reached out and tugged lightly at your hair that one time, feeling the smooth strand between my fingers and being bewildered on how I had never payed attention to that aspect of your beauty before. I miss saying 'bizarre' in that funny accent, and making you laugh. Oh God, your beautiful laugh, the most amazing sound I've ever heard in my entire short existence. I miss the way your eyes, shining pools of the darkest grey, widened every time I said that part of me hurt. Your eyes are an entity of their own. Concern is something I haven't gotten a lot, and it felt really good knowing you cared. I miss how you used to talk non-stop, which was great because I barely spoke at all. I love the flow you maintained during every conversation. I miss feeling secure about the fact that there would always be one person in the entire world who understood all my pains, and could put up with the occasional bullshit behavior of mine.
I wish you could have put up with me that one time, the last time.

I'm broken without you. I miss you. I need you. I still love you. I'm sorry.

14 comments:

  1. Well sometimes you gotta just move on. There's a reason it's the past and not the present.

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  2. You'll be fine. There's nothing you can't overcome. It's all in your hands.

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  3. Such a blog-like blog if yaknowhwattImean <3
    Good to read.

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  4. Tinuviel, Thank you ^.^

    Nur, Thanks. ^.^ I do like your blog and the blog you co-own.

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  5. HAH! :D But you no leave no comment EVER!

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  6. Nur, i like your blog and the one you co-own too! but i'm too intimidated to comment. :(

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  8. Hi from Peru. I was randomly looking for quotes to describe my feelings right now and I found your blog. I loved it. It's exactly how I feel.
    Hope you feel better now.
    (my english is not so good.. sorry if I wrote something wrong).
    Best wishes.

    ~K.

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  9. Good to Read I love this Post .........

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  11. HI, JUST CAME HERE.JUST READ IT....DON'T FEEL BAD FOR WHAT HAS LEFT YOU..MAY BE YOU TOO ARE NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER..

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